motivation

where the fuck does it come from? how can people stay at school for like 10 hours a day just studying. to me that shit is real gay. i could never sit down for hours at a time engulfed in books. nah fuck that, i'd rather go home and play sf4. BTW i finally got an arcade stick and i'vve been trying to level up lately which is an excuse for not blogging lately. anyways, how can i strive to do better in school if i have no motivation. how can i get motivated if there isn't anything at the end of my tunnel. i can't see that far, or maybe i haven't seen what i really want yet. oh well, i wish school was like video games then i really would concentrate on them. someone show me the way....

it's me bitches!

guess who's back? hahaha yes it is i. sorry i haven't been blogging for a while, i like to think that i've been caught up with school and studying, and this week i have been slammed with school work but that's no excuse. anyways i wrote my first midterm today which was scary, but i think i did alright so now i just have to worry about my next psych midterm on friday. so some of you may wonder what is new in my life, and to be perfectly honest, not much at all. nothing ever happens in my life. why can't this be like the movies or tv where going out means meeting someone at a coffee stand (gossip girl) or something along those lines. my life has honestly been really boring for the most part and i haven't done anything new in a while. if anyone has any suggestions please let me know. over these past few weeks i have been looking at possible careers and i have decided that i want to be the community manger for a game company like capcom, or blizzard. for those who don't know what a community manager does, basically i would be the middle man between the fans and the company. i take input from the fans by posting on forums, blogs, twitter, and relay that information to the company. sort of like what seth "s-kill" killian does for capcom. for those who don't know him he is the community manager from capcom usa and a former top street fighter player. i assume the overwhelming feedback from the fans pushed capcom to quickly make a sequel which answers the fans wishes. anyways, i have nothing to say for now so i'll leave it at that.

ps. FUCK YOU